sheereen's*

2010-10-05T01:37:00.000-07:00

in life, we all have our ups and downs. people may also be more outspoken and their words may sometimes hurt. but when you're caught in a situation like me, and you know very well you're not wrong, be mature. if your friends do not accept your explanation, and they insist their assumption is right, let it be. that's how they would like the story to be, so let it be. there is no need to fight, shouting over the class over who's right and who's wrong. cause this way, the situation is gonna get nowhere. if they dont listen, stay away from them. cause in my case, my "FRIENDS"have been having an issue with me. some people can be really sensible when it comes to matters like these. they deal with the situation, not the people, and that's how teenagers should start acting like. Not screamming around proving youre right. and i also think that by me shutting my mouth up to this matter, doesnt mean i've lost. :D i just dont want to blow the matter up in facebook and stuff. so yeahh. deal with it honey!!
and yeahh, me and my long-term enemy has made up. and were now friends, so yeahh:DD

2010-08-21T01:18:00.000-07:00

yea, i know i haven't been updatinn my blog. its because i was occupied with the YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES. it went well, better than planned and the people was great. it's just a pity its over, well, we get free tix to go to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS after everything ends.
SHARON & AIZAT: you guys did an awesome job as floor managers, i swear, you guys were awesome. sharon, you made me laugh by immitating the old man(hio hio hio) hahahh. aizat, it was really nice to breakfast with you, and little stuff that you do that make me laugh(potential boyfriend). hahaahah.

AISHWARYA: hey angry indian:) that's what you like to be called dont you? you made me happy when i was effing pissed and i dont say, you were awesome, hosting with you never got better.

TASHA: hey babe, we've been really close, you've told me everything and stuff. nice to hear what goes on with your really interesting life:). yeah, i know, i'll miss how you'll be treating me as if im so effing young, and i'll miss you spouting loads of vulgarities at me. you're the best luhh.

MATTHEW: you're a great emcee, that's no doubt, confident and always the one who saves us whenever we need help. thumbs up bro.

GABBY: heyy dude, though i dont see you alot, you're great lahh sia, not to mention someone in our team has a crush on you. ehem ;p

NIKHIL: yeah i know; we fall out alot, but just to let you know, you're hilarious, and without you knowing, you make me laugh at times. and i like th way you say 'xie xie ni' :))

2010-07-25T04:37:00.000-07:00

im like a guitar with broken strings

2010-07-18T04:20:00.000-07:00

hello readers. well, that's if i got any. soooo...

there's this girl, from my class, whom i wish i could shoot and she will die and everyone will live in peace without worry that she would tell lies about us behind our back. well apparently, she did something wrong and my lovely friend shalini, was the victim. so now, they're not talking because shalini's mother tells shalini not to and shalini does not want to either. so there that bitch goes talking or maybe sprouting nonsense on her facebook wall as if it isn't obvious enough. her wall is flooded with messages like: "hey, guess what i don't give a fuck about you." "i think you suck, dog" "get your facts right". the thing is, if you dont care, you shouldnt be posting everything on your walll about her.

DUHH!!

2010-07-08T07:13:00.000-07:00

hello, good evening. so today, we had food and nutrittion practical. and tomorrow is practical examm. siann, 4 recipes.

farah's a petite girl, a year older than me. she can come up with the most randomest thing to make you laugh out of no where. today during last period; bio, me and her went to go drink water at the water cooler outside the boy's toilet when we heard clicking sounds, like someone trying to light up a lighter. so i told farah of what i heard, she stopped drinking and knocked on the door, we heard some talking from the inside, but she continued drinking. then she heard the clicking sounds again. just when she wanted to knock on the door again, it flew open, then one bangla come out. hahahahhahh, she screamed like one 5 year old girl sehh. omg, had the laugh of my life.

2010-07-06T01:35:00.000-07:00

okay semue. hello. i just send in my coursework to my teacher. phew. if i send in 15 mins later, i'd be screwed. thank god i just managed to finish in time.

yesterday, farhana, shalini and me went to go watch eclipse. team jacob; good news, bella and jac kissed!!!!!! yayaayyyyyayayyay!!!! team edward; bella and edward's gonna get married. boo!!!!

2010-07-01T18:46:00.000-07:00

HELLO, everybardy!! hee~ now im blogging from school. im supposed to be doing my coursework tho. next week is practical exam and i have not find anything to cook.. i need another two recipes.

the YOUTH OLYMPICS GAME is just around the corner, i am so looking forward to it!!! but i dont want it to be over that quick as im gonna miss my other friends fromm the other sports.. :((

2010-06-30T06:55:00.000-07:00

selamat malam everybody... i still have not complete my coursework, deadline this week.. i have not event hught of what 6 dishes to cook lahh, tskk, i should stop procrastinating alreadyy.. tsk tsk, aiyo yo..

i like this guy, his name is matt but stuff happens and yeahh, it just doesnt turn out well

2010-06-29T05:10:00.000-07:00

farhana has a new eye candy in school, nope it's not a student, well was but not anymore. now, he has return with another role. wont say what, but its kind of obvious. farhana, don't deny, we could see your eyes light up the moment his presence is known. hahahhahh. i'm joking okay, don't you come to school hitting me cause of this... hee~

anyways, my lovely bimbo finally created a blog (which i hope she would keep updating and not leaving it abandoned like her previous one.. hee~ ) she's going thru much lately, i feel like whacking the arse of that guy.... MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

im falling in larve with my best friend!!! and yess, i met my god son!! his name is nik daniel syazwan smth smth... very long uhh, but anyway, he's 3 weeks old, and i love him very muchh!!!

2010-06-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

hey guys, i will be away for two weeks, first week for li-ning super series, second week for YOG camp. if you really need to contact me, text me... just text me for no reason also can,, haahha(cus ill be damn bored) DA!!!

DALIAHH!!!!! SOOOO SORRY FOR WHAT I SAID...

2010-06-13T03:09:00.000-07:00

i just came home from KL. next week i have to host for the li-ning super series 2010. i'll be comming out on tv. tired. going back to sleep now!!! daaaaaa

2010-06-08T23:15:00.000-07:00

Dear _____,

For the time that ive known you, you brighten up my days; made me so happy. you knew all that; but what you and any other friend of mine dont know, is that you create internal sadness that i share with none of my friends.
You're not to blame, i fell for you first. you never did, you just play along. did you realise the last time you asked if i missed you, i changed the subject? i didnt want you to ask me idiotic qustions like that cause you feel good when i say i do. i dont know what else to say about you; just that you're a really good friend and i love you as a brother.

love; me.

2010-06-07T01:33:00.000-07:00

im on the phone with shalini right noww; her birthday's tomorow, were celebrating it at marina.

i dont feel comfortable, i dont know why. maybe its because of someone who likes brown. and yes i'm kinda dissapointed with you, tho i dont say. :((

2010-06-06T01:24:00.001-07:00

it's been a while, sorry if you cant view my blog previously, the blogskin's to blame, anyways, life's been normal, yesterday was my uncls wedding. FUN LIKE HELLLLLLLL.\

you never change, well if you love her; dun play with my heart, and i know how serious are you, and trust me,, you arent.

2010-05-14T07:22:00.000-07:00

okay, so last night, i found a brilliant way to kill time during spare time during my exams.so the next day which was today, i brought a bubble-pen(well, a pen which you can blow bubbles with) i figured out that mdm prema didnt mind, so why would my current invigilator; mr chong mindd? then i started blowing in the middle of the exam. rachel se who was behind me, (btw, happy bdayy babee) started chocking with laughter. mr chong heard her laughing and turned and looked puzzle and searching where the bubbles came from. too bad the bubbles wasn't dispersed and the chong knew it was me.tsk..

i figured out i'm gonna be single for as long as it takes. CAN SOMEONE LIKE TEXT ME?!! ENTERTAIN ME OR SOMETHING???? EVEN WHEN I TEXT MY MUM, SHE DOSENT REPLY!!!!

2010-04-29T05:44:00.000-07:00

OKAY TEAMATES, get serious. me and aish have already plan th YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES. schedule. take it down.

i5th august: 9am-12.30pm : gabriel & ilene
1.30pm-5.00pm : gabriel & nik
6.30pm- 10.30pm : aish & me
16th august: 1st shift(same time):nik & ilene
2nd shift :me & tasha
3rd shift : aish & ilene
17th august: tasha, me
18th august: nik, gabe
19th august: aish, ilene

2010-04-09T07:03:00.000-07:00

aku stress.

10thapril:

escape theme park trip

11thapril:

meet yog team mates for scripting

12thapril:

malay dance practice

13thapril:

malaydance practice

14thapril:

speech day rehearsal

16thapril:

speech day

17thapril:

morning: training course @ NYP
afternoon: barbecue, stayover.

18thapril:

won tickets to daance delight volume 1 finals at old school(gonna be hm l8 again.tskk.)

2010-04-01T03:33:00.000-07:00

okay, today's april fool and sports day for my school.. it's the first time sports day is being held in school, it was kinda crampy, but fun, 've got sunburn on my face cause i was refree for two games. one was volleyball and the other was pushball. ran 6 km for the yog challenge run.

lol, pranked jovell's friends. great joke

2010-03-29T07:41:00.000-07:00

im like doing some kind of research about the muslim religion, what a shame, when im one myself i have to go and search for info, hahhahh... hmm, im trying to find what a pentogram looks like.

so glad you lost your memory in the accident.!!

2010-03-26T00:49:00.001-07:00

i pity you, at a tender age of 17, you're already carrying a life. you were my friend, i didnt expect you to change after half-year of us not talking. i can't imagine you being in this state now, i really dont know what to say about this matter. i just feel so darn sorry about youu. but life has to move on yeahh?

take care of yourself and that life in you.

2010-03-23T19:49:00.001-07:00

it's been kind of awhile since i bloged. it's got spiderwebs layinn' around now.
nothing's a major change, happy belated birthday aqilahh and hapy birthdayy mrs ng-tee seaw keaw. mum dad and me went malaysia, we went to house hunt in KL.

wont it be cool if i were to have people to fill in the blanks to what i want to say?

2010-03-16T01:17:00.000-07:00

actions speak louder than words. ape yg you nak?i refuse to help you cause at that time i tgh busyy ape. actually, i'm kind of glad that we fought ahh. so i don't have to be the one saying: i dont wanna text youu anymore. bye ah, setan pehh jantann. (eyhh! rhymes. hahahahh)

2010-03-14T22:43:00.000-07:00

things has changed for me. life. it's like it's something unreconisable now, just, different.
i tend to keep things to myself more now, maybe it's because i'm alone. tskk, i just don't know me. anymore.

2010-03-11T22:27:00.001-08:00

i'm just not ready for a relationship right now, because i cant see myself trusting another guy anymore. stop pressing on it please. though i did'nt reject you, i expect you to read my body lauguange, hear the unsaid. ohh god. especially that you're not my cup of tea.

2010-03-11T22:18:00.000-08:00

staff: hello ma'am, welcome to the guy store, may i help youu?
customer: ohh, yeahh, sure. im looking for a tall nice man, with a good heart, not anything like jerks.
staff: ohh ma'am, you mean nice guys? we ran out of stock and god wont make more.
customer: aww, that's too bad. thanks for your help anyways.
staff: it's alright, or maybe you'd like to try our new kind of guy, PERVERTS.
customer: uhmm, no thanks. i've tried that before, hopeless.

2010-02-28T06:12:00.000-08:00

who do you think you are? my heart's not a toy.

2010-02-24T05:32:00.000-08:00

im currently doing my F&N coursework. so hard sehh:( i skipped from question 2 to 4) and the question semue panjang2 pulak tu.
on sunday, i went out with family to eat yu sheng. and then when we otw, we saw this one navy crew, in his car, dancing and singing. hahahh, like orang giler siaa. then when we sampai sane we also saw this another guy singing in his car passionately, ALONE! hahahhh. tuesday, went ana's house, to complete some stuff, played with her kitten who then bit me -.-

arghh, so bored. i just rejected this one guy from ntu when he nakk kenal2 with me and gave me his number, email adress all. hahahh. he's chinese. gee.

2010-02-22T00:50:00.000-08:00

shioksendiri.taktaumalu.perasanhensem.those are words to describe you.
and and.... if you think i still got youu engraved in me, ohh come on. pssh!
you make me wanna puke

2010-02-22T00:40:00.000-08:00

starting from today, till this sunday, i cant eat meat. not a must or anything, but yeahh. me and my father bet each other if we could stay away from meat. i cann really live without beef without no problem, but not CHICKEN!! i love love love love chicken.. bohoo. then now i'm restricted to so many foods in school. tskkkk!!!!

ALL men are jerk, including those who i havent tried out!!

2010-02-17T01:14:00.000-08:00

sometimes, in life, we have to think, hard enough that our brains might splatter. and sometimes, we don't even need to think hard enough till that extent. just look around, open those ears, and eyes. don't you hear preaches to save the earth? don't you? or do you pretend to not hear? dont you see more people getting sunburns easily these days and sometimes even try to avoid the sun? or do you glance away pretending not to see? would you complain sayinn' "ooh! it's so hot!" dont you think you can make that sentence change to "ahh! it's soo cool today!" you can change the weather, every human is powerful enough to start a change. i really hope people on this enormous thing we live in, would understand that without doing what they can, we'd die, burn i mean.

2010-02-15T02:19:00.000-08:00

it's the second day of CNY, im in my cheongsam, at my uncle's house. its kinda boring though. my uncle fell asleep infront of the tv watching some sort of criminal channel. yesterday, my uncle all talked about my late grandfather. so sedih sehh.. my auntie semue nagis.. tskk, i really dunt know what else to write ahh.. im just waiting for ______'s return.

2010-02-13T01:10:00.000-08:00

skrg kat my uncle nyer umahh. for CNY celebration. my relatives semue ader. it's so bored.. and im missing someone.. badly. ohh yeahh, and myy cousin and his mataer melayu tgh talk 'mushymushy' eww. im single, which makes it worse. tomorow vday. spending it alone! ''wohooo!'' hahahahh

I MISS YOUU F'CUK

2010-02-09T05:31:00.000-08:00

i didnt get to see him today, bohoo. cause i had to play Deejay till 12th feb, it's some event thingy going on in my school. sucks. i went to body world today, damn nice.. i recomend everyone to go take a look, and its all made of human body, which are once alive(of course). what they do is they extract all fluid in our cell, and replace it with plastic, it's called plastination. and our cell contains 70% water. cool aye! there's ALOT of male's privates, hahahh, and theres a 13m giant squid in cross section. plus a life size girraffe, two in fact.

i dont know why,, but you're pissing me off, she dose'nt LOVE you. just stop CLINGING ON TO SOMETHING YOU CANT CLING ON!!! pisses me you know, cause i still havent 100% got you out. tskkk!

sheereen.aint.got valentine.for.2010.
guess im gonna askk myselff out! ahahahhha.

2010-02-08T02:41:00.000-08:00

i havent been updating blog in a longgggg while, im single this valentine, who cares. hahahh.
my juniors dont belive im single. lol. cause i gotta crush on this guy.
:P i do a formal update some other time, gee.

2010-01-12T01:17:00.000-08:00

i told you so didnt i?

i saw every move that was going to happen, i know you for a year now.

now, are you happy? or shall i put it this way; were you all along happy?

some things, are better left unsaid. jyeah, chill bro.

and i still love you, i just mean well.

2010-01-06T00:37:00.000-08:00

i bought brown contacts, yay!!! thanks shalu, nora love yehh

2010-01-04T21:44:00.000-08:00

shaluu's piercing my ears with her voice! beside me now, URGH!!!! annoying.

joannachang is my home econ teacher, in another words a devil's teaching me.

2009-12-26T23:32:00.000-08:00

good sundayy everyone, tomorrow is my cousin day out. im goingg out with my cousins, to cath alvin and the chipmunks. urghh, but i want to see avatar in 3d. tskk. im bringing my cam tomoroww, yay. heard of the new mall 313?? omg, its so nice, especially when cotton on has 50% discount!! wohoo!!!! too bad i lost my pay:(( fcuk.

2009-12-26T06:12:00.000-08:00

yodaa! second day of xmass, and im blogging in a very longgggggg time... mummy got me a saphire ring with mini diamonds at thee sidee, LOVE IT

2009-12-09T22:54:00.000-08:00

you promised to write a song
you promised to love me
you promised to take me for a spin when you could
you promised to go out.. as in go out
you promised me you'd stay
your promises fade

2009-12-06T06:05:00.000-08:00

i love this PVC pants, hot!!

girls, youu should check this wonderfull blogshop i totally love

http://hervelvetvase.com/

2009-12-06T05:38:00.001-08:00

.crush.

the otherr dayy when we were at east coast, i had soooooo much fun

2009-12-02T21:04:00.000-08:00

heyy, youu, i miss youu loads, i've been wantingg to say that anyways.. i cant seem to get over that voice which used to ring in my ears almost every night. you've been my refuge for months, now, imma just let youu go.. i've wrote songss forr youu.. but the songg that really fits me for now is taylor swift's teardrops on my guitarr. just knoww, that the day youu fall from herr, i'lll be there forr youu.

love, samm

2009-12-01T20:55:00.000-08:00

i watched the twillight saga newmoon on mondayy in malayysiaa.. ohmygoshh!!!!it is soo cool lahh, im trying to hold myself from becominng a twi-hard fann.. im sooooooo on team jacob.. hahahh.

taylor lautner's hot body is melting me!! arghh!! im that kindaa girllwho likes guys withh hot abss.. leaves me breatheless.. hahahh

anywayss, shaluu asks me if i want to go out gyming next week with herr

2009-11-27T00:45:00.000-08:00

todayy's hari raya haji, i went for the korban thingyy.. boringg.

anyways, i still got 8 days free entry to the true fitness gymm.. my eyes are soo tiredd.. boredd.. no one to chat on msnn.. bosann dehh.. kaes, my niece's bdae party is on the 5th dec.. coincidentlyy, i have a yog briefingg, cause i may host an event the next dayy.. like whatt lahh, yog events keep comming in my wayy andd clashingg with my other activities.. urghh, im so damn pissed lorhh. nthh else to writte, tata!

i still love you and i dont know why. fcukk

2009-11-25T19:36:00.000-08:00

Youre everything I thought you never wereAnd nothing like I thought you couldve beenBut still you live inside of meSo tell me how is that?Youre the only one I wish I could forgetThe only one Id love to not forgiveAnd though you break my heart, youre the only oneAnd though there are times when I hate youCause I cant eraseThe times that you hurt meAnd put tears on my faceAnd even now while I hate youIt pains me to sayI know Ill be there at the end of the day
dont wanna be without you babeI dont want a broken heartDont wanna take a breath with out you babeI dont wanna play that partI know that I love youBut let me just sayI dont want to love you in no kind of way no noI dont want a broken heartAnd I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girlNo...NoNo broken-hearted girlIm no broken-hearted girl

-beyonce, broken hearted girl

okayy, went gym yesterdayy, free entry for ten days:)) went for hot yoga, for half an hour, thenn did some work out and head to the toilet for sauna, already in my towels, i saw a lady laying NAKED in the sauna, which i dont think is appropriate.. tskkkk

2009-11-23T21:09:00.000-08:00

okayy...

attended the YOG thingyy, got a shirt for free, andddddddd, itsssssss LIME GREEN!!!!! hahaahahhah..

kk, gtg, last minute outing, haiss, widh could tell u more.. tata!

teardrops on my guitar)):

2009-11-20T04:21:00.000-08:00

okayy, on idol nightt, when they announced faizal was out of singapore idol, i SCREAMEDD FORR JOYY!!!!!!!!! i hatee faizall, especially when he said he got the looks and voice to be a singapore idol' MEYAMPAHH YOUU
anyways, today, me andd rahayu met up, we went to go collect ourr YOG shirt, the rahayu wanted to lepakk, but i didnt want so she went home. tomoroww there will ve an event at suntec convention centre, to reveal our YOG mascots.. SOO COOOL best paart is, theres gonna be a dance, that were performing, soo yeahh, cantt wait!!

2009-11-14T01:37:00.001-08:00

im gonna miss youu like helllllllllllllll.

pfft.. anyways,was supposed to meet shaluu yesterdayy, then somehow some DUMB but HUGE problem occuredd andd in the endd, did'nt met her.. SHALU!!!! I WANT MY SHADES BACK, I MISS HIM DEARLY!!!! so i went to bpp, jalan2 like orangg sioww.. somehow something brought me there.soo takderr papee, i went backk to tpy, which took like almost an hour! tskk, regrets.
then i saww finaa amos, zahir halifahh, slacked withh em' a little whilee, then amos and zahir went to workk, so left with mr haliff andd finna, thenn afterr awhile they went homee.. i didnt wanna go home yet at that time, so i sat at stairs ALONE. pathetic betull.. thenn fadhil came alongg, he said i looked like budak bodohh sittingg theree alonee, soo he temann-edd me, hahahh.. he ate my chewing gums until left only 3.. babi.. hahahahhh

2009-11-08T19:07:00.000-08:00

to: a.a(your initials, i dunt wanna embarass youu)

this was going to be the second time, do you think i'd be as dumb as the first. you're sixteen, with an express brain. while im fourteen, with a normal brain, yet i can trick you and eff youu up. i dont regret the hair pulling, stomach punch and the lift game. i just want you to know you suck like hell. your jeans, theyre still with me. i dont want them.. i dont need effort to move on from an ass like youu.. note that youu left a real bad impression. tskk tskk, this kind of people also have ahh?? aiyooo

2009-10-28T02:57:00.000-07:00

2009-10-28T02:54:00.000-07:00

yeahh!! tomoroww im off to bangkok around 4pm, shalu wants a b-r-a. ahahahahhh i'll gett that anywayss.. afterr bangkok atraight off to msiaa.. the other dayy i went to orchard cineleisure, had an event there, then pass by the scape skate parkk.. guyss there are soooooooooo cool.. :DDDDDDDDDD dahh lahh, lazyy typee liaoos

2009-10-27T01:23:00.000-07:00

as if one week of camp wasnt enoughh, i miss homee(yeahh, right) afterr thiss i would be goingg to bangkok, then straight off to msiaa... haiss, lots to say about lahh,

2009-10-08T18:24:00.000-07:00

11october, pathetic birthdayy.. no one celebrating, well at least fina me and maybe a few others going to jurong swimming complexx... hahahh, then the next day exam siaa.

i called through the 987fm hotline, for this contest, the price is laroux cd hamper, i so want that lahh, electro-pop, ahahhh... then i was soooooo nervous that i said the wrong lyrics.. hahahhhh... dumb... not muchh happening lahh, this days.. GOT PASAR MALAM OUTSIDE MY SCHOOL FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 4 OR MORE YEARS!!!!!!! lol, then everyday, i go out of school first thing i do is buy candy floss, hahahhh....

i miss seeing myself having someone to do crazy stuffs.

2009-10-05T00:15:00.000-07:00

i havent been updatingg, for a longgggggggg while... busyy with raye andd stuff, youu know.. well, 12 october im having exams, 11 october my birthdayy siaa.. unlucky youu knoww.. i wanna go sentosa, with a ffeww of myy friends... belumm comfirmm.. ohh yea talking about beaches, there is this somone whom i shant mention, promised(a long time ago, well, its still a promise) me that after he got his leisen, we'll go beachh, walkk byy the shore.. well, i guess maybe he dahh lupee or duntt give a toot about it, shit him... ape nakk buat kann..

i cant upload my pics, computer sot sot.. card reader rosakk.. toott..

hey heyy, u, never come online forr soo longgggggggggggggg alreadyy, i miss youu lehh :DDDD
(not the stated guy above, eww)

2009-10-02T18:53:00.000-07:00

cousin<3

niece, nuralfi amalia<3>

family:DD

mum and me

2009-09-18T04:31:00.000-07:00

lol, i went shoe hunting with sufina today. my legs need serious massage. hahahh, i got myself 3 and a half inch, black heels, and a cute blue shoe, in just 30 bucks.. hahahh, then we went iluma, jalan jalan.. then there is this escalator which brings us 3 storey up(jakun) hahahh.. i upload pics next time, when i found my cable, aye?

2009-09-16T20:29:00.000-07:00

im in the com lab, freezing like hell, doing chinese assignment, i hate chinese lahh!!!
ohh, hahahh, the day before yesterdayyi bought famous amos, 300g, it cost me like 13 bucks?!!, yummy though, if im not wrong i 100g of double chocolate chip with macadamia and chocolate chip with pecan nut, yumm:))

2009-09-16T08:03:00.000-07:00

sheereen looks fat and lethargic, cause she's tired and just finished eatingg. love ya angeline

2009-09-16T07:38:00.000-07:00

this is zairul, my favorite model. hahahh:))

ohh, hahahhh.. guess what. kanye practically fucked up taylor swift's moment lahh, when taylor was like happily recieving her award, kanye the idiot west came on stage, snatched her mike, and said sumthinn' like : "yo taylor, imma let you finnish. but beyonce has one of the best videos." and the cam went straight to beyonce who's lips was like omgosh repeatedly. hahahh.. poor little 19 year old taylor, she was standing there the whole time, left with nothinn' to sayy. poor taylor. check out the vid on youtube, just type VHM. i hate kanye already..

kevin brought his mini dslr to school, wth~ -.-!

2009-09-15T06:10:00.000-07:00

i aint got the time to like post up sumthing. whatever shit.

uhmm.. feeling lonely here while my bestie rejected 7 guys-.- lol

2009-09-13T10:21:00.001-07:00

ive been changinn' alot recently, not a major change or whatever shit. i'm like all of a sudden aggitated kinda thing. anyways, yat, sorry forr venting anger on youu and beinn' rude. i'm just pissed.. and it's not PMS okayyy..

soo, lets take a look... i've been single for a month now, which is partly abnormal, and i'm bored to deathh on my cell.. each time i chheck it, no text from anyone that would excite me.. bahhumbug. i recieved a call, i was in the taxi, otw to YOG meeting. or perhap's a 'call-and-end call' kinda thanggy. so i called that very same number back, and that asshole person, who turned out to be a malay guy who refuses to tell me his name.. for the i dunt know what the effed up reason is.. and the best part is, he keeps pestering for my name, which i think is dumb cause he called me in the first place.. and even after i told him my name, he was like 'sheereen manerr?' and he keeps repeating it lahh! i got so pissed, and said' heyy, youu know what, jus...just forget about it' then my phone slams shut. hahahh... my mum crushhed a snail just now, i feel guilty for her, hahahahh.. i told her to give it a proper burial to make it up, and she is like eww!! hahahh
i've been listening to death core to put me to sleep, wierd but yeaa.. FEROZ keeping me company noww.. hahahhh, FEROZ, jgn lupe cuci my toilet ehh!! monday start kerje boi! hahahhh

2009-09-11T00:26:00.000-07:00

i'm back from camp, snapped plentyful of pictures with mark's olympus DSLR. hahahh, favorite model:ZAIRUL. haahhhh, been snapping plenty of his close up shots.. super fun over at camp..
day 1:
.plenty2 ice-breaking games
.debriefing 'lessons'
.meeting
.party2
.lights off(but still awake)
.made zairul stay awake
.zairul, aizat sheereen, crazy peeple lurking in the dark
.zairul, aizat, sheereen, kerry, and the extra indra-.-' went mac at 12 am
.went back school at 1.30, go lc, prepare to sleep
.heard zai snore loud loud, cannot sleep, on music and sleep
day 2:
.woke-up for pre-dawn meal
.woke zai, aizat,fairah up too
.cooked maggi(zai cant cook)
.too spicy
.abonden food to indra(huahuahua)
.went back lc, push 'matress' underr plenty of table
.lay down to sleep.
.aizat no place to sleep
.so he slept with me under the table, did nothing, he was at one end of the matress and i was at the other end, good.
.woke up, woke zairul, who slept like a log
.everyone lethargic, so i lost my hyperness
.gmes games and games, boring
.took group photo, the end

2009-09-07T23:08:00.000-07:00

the first thing my mum said to me yesterday to wake me up is:
mum: hurry sheereen! wake upp, youu want to ride on a helicopter or not?
me: siow ahh? want to wake me upp also use a better excuse please
mum: serious lahh!
me: heyy ma, guess whatt, i got free ticket to hawaii right now, wanna go?
mum: youu don't belive nevermind

so in the end, it is true, i went up on a millitary helicopterr, so dfamnn fuckinn' cool larhh, the ones that youu see during ndp this year, when the navy people jump into the water to neutralize the mine.. the helicopter was sorta huge, really cool shit, got it for free cause it was the army open house and my cousin works in the millitary force. so yeahh..

what's upp withh youu blogger?!! i cant upload vids or pics!!
in anywayys, i'll be awayy for camp, just a few days.. dunt worriee, no idiots' gonna miss me :))

2009-09-05T01:30:00.000-07:00

wanna hear sumthangg kindaa gross? i pierced my smiley(which is the gum whichh connects your upper lip to your upper set of teeths) well, it's been quite awhile.. that's not the point, the point iss, it's swollen.. not that bad. butt white stuff comes out from the hole where i pierce.. and when i remove the stud, at home, and try too putt it back after 12 hours or soo, i will end up having to 'pierce' through this thin layer of gum which hass alreadyy grew while the studd is not there. so it hurts kinda lot.. and white disgusting substance comes out of the hole.. and i usee a cotton bud to wipe it awayy, which suckss..

enoughh about thatt. i'm really feeling stress.. dunt ask whyy

2009-09-04T00:35:00.002-07:00

shit. i've got like preparation camp for the end-of-year's leadership training camp. and COINCIDENTALY, i have another Youth olympic game's meeting. which is important(well, all meetings bout yog are important to me) but this meeting is the meeting where they will introduce us to the media. and that's on the 9th, which is my elder bro's birthdayy. and myy campp is onn the 9th-10th. and 10th is my best friend's birthdayy, i can't celebrate, so so sorryy, biatchh.. at least youu know i didn't mean to not celebrate your birthdayy.. well, mine, tskk tskk.. takkder orang nakk celebrate luhh, bolehh forget it..

2009-09-04T00:35:00.001-07:00

sot.bin.dot.

2009-09-02T23:10:00.000-07:00

alahaii, todayy i did'nt go to school causee i overshot. haisehman.. luckily my mum did'nt give me lecture.. but must mop the floor, fishh.. my smileyy the bengkakk subsiding alreadiie.. but still i'm going to remove it in another twoo weeks time.. cause i'mm afraid it's gonna tear.. so yeahh.. yesterdayy had cca exchanged. i was picked for soccerr.. mann, headingg sucks lahh.. hahahh

dot.dot.dot.

2009-08-31T22:38:00.000-07:00

it's raining.
yesterdayy i went back to my primary school, omygoshh... this guy was SO DAMN HOT lahh... hahhh, he's tall, a little too slim, and sexy.. hahahh...
ohh yeaa.. i say i'd talk boutt that guyy in the previous entry.. aiyahh, he nothing much lahh... hahhh, his girlfriend is disgusting, well frankly. hahahhh.. i gott this picture from my school's dance blog.. i've been trying to post it up on my blog, butt mission failedd.. yesterdayy, i performed for malay dance in school, not like what we usually perform, we performed in masks. a rock song by p.ramlee if i'm not wrongg. the masks were like crazyy! feathers of diffrent colours crowd the area's between our eyes.. anyways.. i alreadyy got the next e-mail by Mark richmondd... he said one of the girls pulled out from the competition.. sadd.. hey girll whoever youu aree... youu aree soo gonna regret pulling out of the Youth Olympic Games. or maybe youu gott ypour specific reasonss.. enoughh.. i gtg.. heading for orchird..

dgfgghqer

2009-08-30T02:33:00.000-07:00

i went 'merayaping' alone on saturday. went bugis then lot one the plaza sing and home.
it my like third day of my smiley living through the hole. and i'm deciding to let the hole close. im having like a performance tomorw.. im really busy nowadays.. coursework, YOG's, councillor's, performances. i wanna like talk about this someone, who's been annoying me, but dont have the time.. and recently, i like this.... ehh hemm, guyy.. who's totally not my type.
gotta go peeps.. tell ya bout it next time no promises hahahhh, sooryy
daaa

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2009-08-27T07:12:00.002-07:00

today's like wow.. i got my smiley pierced... well, it wasnt that bad larhh... past few days sucked like shit, dance3, im inna rush, just had to do a quick entry, sorraye peeps... gtg

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2009-08-27T07:12:00.001-07:00

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2009-08-23T00:33:00.000-07:00

i feel cold like hell, my com still gives me shit when i wanna upload stuff... there is like practically nothing in my com lahh, as though now gtg youtube degar lagu, wtf siaa... hamdi's keeping me company over msn, tyvm AWAK! hahahhahah, ehh hamdi, stop speaking in awak saye lehh, just speak in aku kau lahh, what the heck sia, want to act pondan only, hahahhh, jkjk... i dunt feel like going out this whole period of time, maybe after puasa lahh... yesterdayy, over at my uncle's we disscused about the pro's and cons if he got married..... i really hope he does lahh, cause his girlfriend is my favorite so farr... hahahahha... hidayat companied me throughout the whole morning.. thank you very muchh bacinn cinn, haahhahhh.. hamdi, pity you for your RS problem.. dun worrie, wonderwoman is here, hahahahahh, jkjk

2009-08-22T07:56:00.000-07:00

my cousin alreadiie helpedd me put up my cbox and stuff, thank you veryy muchayess audreyy!! muahh!

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2009-08-22T06:46:00.000-07:00

typing from my uncle's... omgosh, today is alrediie like bulan ramadhan.. i did'nt puase today... female valid reasons, faham2 lahh ehh... hahahhh... me and hidayat(a friend) texting the damn whole freaking day.. hahahhh, thanks bacin ku for making me smile and keeping me company ((: and i also got to know from him that he works with my friend, nora... anyways, athirah's gonna buy hollow pin for me and maybe joan's gonna pierce my smiley for me.. woohooo, kinda afraid of the pain.. hahhh.. i don't actually know why i cant actually put up my cbox and update my songs... urghh, like fcuk. anywayy, i can't update like anything lahh... i got alot of computer workk too, i havent started on any yett... my irritating cousin is like pestering me to let him use the com right now.. burhh... STRESS!!!!

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2009-08-21T02:46:00.000-07:00

im feeling tired lately, i really wonder whyy.. i wanna pierce my smiley.. nevermindd... been feeling like an assh*le lately, not as in seriously asshole, but things just don't go my way this few days, first, my dad off my alarm on purpose so i was late for school, second, my comp's motherboard crash, and hamdi, those songs you sent me over msn are gone(i want them back) third, i feel like crap cause i find myself letting this guy whom i'm not supposed to like linger in my head, i try damn hard to fcukin' forget, but there's just going to be someone who brings it up. bahhumbug. i don't plann to get attached anymore for the moment, or maybe a long period of time, but all the time i start thinking who da heck i should crush on, and seems i can't figure it out cause guys are'nt that great are they?? im in my PJ's alreadiie though it's like not even seven yet lahh.. hahahhh. tomorow puasa sehh, yesahh, diet ahh! im like almost 50kg sehh i panicked the whole of last night... burhhhh!!! i can't upload photo's, my freaked up com is not detecting any device 'introduced' to it.. arhh! what i really want right now is to stroll by the beach where the waters would reach up our ankles as the footwears would remain between the fingers. sands so smooth that when we cath it with our hands it will sneak off between our fingers. isnt that like perfect or sumthing??

bah humbug

2009-08-20T03:09:00.000-07:00

im just home from excursion, any idea how tired i was?? JODI PICOULT ROCKS!! hahahahh, random siaa.. she an author who writes stories with poignant endings.. im supposed to complete homework, prepare for poetry slam and write up something bout the yog's and theyre all for ENGLISH.. walauweiiiiii... shi yuan calls me hungry ghost just because i chew gum all the time in class. stupid giant, hahahahh... excursion sucked and rocked at the same time..
to that guy in school whom i think your name is z.... sumthing sumthing, hahahhh.. don't stare at me cause its scary and it creeps me out like fcukk.. HA! come to think of it, on wednesday, we're supposed to dance, but then we eat and eat and eat and eat, haahhahh..
teacher 'supplied': .epok2 (two boxes)
.two tubs of ice-cream
.m&m's
.5 large fries from macdon's
.not to forget my PERSONNAL FAVORITE, chocolate syrup by HERSHLEYS wohooooo!!
.ohh yeaa, still got marshmallows, however no drinks nyehehehee
i love ROB THOMAS, freakko, another random phrase.. i cant wait lahh, for the next meetings, hahahhh.. get on tv, wont get rich. lol

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2009-08-17T18:12:00.000-07:00

typing from school...
on 15th, i went for YOG meetings, i got a contract and i will be hosting for badminton. got some new teamates for hosting. Mark Richmond said before we go into hosting for YOG's, we have to host for more singapore activities, the next time we will have a meeting, we will be introduced to the media. gtg, chao!

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2009-08-09T06:57:00.000-07:00

today's national day, *yawn* biasa uhh, parade boringg giler... someone's sitting beside me, watching everything im doing(kay-po) haahahahh, it's kak khartika, my cousin's girlfriend. fireworks, hahahh, came in shapes of heart and stars if im not mistaken.. im bored, no one has been texting me lately.. bored like fcuk. anyway's im typing from my uncle's.. i dunt really know what to wite actually.. im chatting with a guy from my school, fazil. gosh, im tired, my face is god damn oily, and im sweaty. eww..

uhhmm... i dont know what to sayy
hahahh

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2009-08-07T23:55:00.000-07:00

today's the eve of national day. we had celebrations at school yesterday. fun! hahaahh, our school broke the records for the biggest singapore flag made by recycled materials.. i did'nt have duty in school but i just went for duty cause i didnt want to go to class. hahahh, duty means, helping out the pupils doing the flag and stuff. after that we had 1 and a half hour of recess, had a carnival in school. and i sprayed part of my hair pink. hahahh.. after that we had the 'concert' where all the singapore songs are played. nurul, mark, jovell, ellen, anjali and me sat at the back of the air-conditioned hall and sang the songs out loud and wave our hands in the air. gosh it was really fun that time. then, at the end of the whole concert, the national anthem was played... everyone sang, and that's not normal.. hahahh, but it's good thoughh.. love it! happy 44th birthday singapore, love ya!

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2009-07-31T22:30:00.000-07:00

i just broke up with my guy two days back, gosh, it cant get any better, no offence.
i thought there might be more rounds of auditions to get into final judging. but little did i know, i was already a host for YOG's. hahahhahh, i rolled on the floor when i got to know, hahahh, then i got another email from him....

Hi everyone, I think that you have all asked about the dressing for the 15th which is avery good question. Dress with pride is what I would say but to go intospecifics, NO slippers, NO pyjamas. Wear clothes that suit yourpersonality, be it outlandish or dress down. But please do your hairnicely, wear make up (girls and boys if necessary) and just imagine thatyou are going out to impress someone either on the first date or for a jobinterview. The reason why I am asking for this is because we are takingphotos and head shots for our website and for your photos to be distributedto the IOC. I will most likely bring a stylist in as well to take a look ateveryone in preparation for a bigger photo shoot by the end of the year.There might be video cameras there documenting the whole affair as you willbe separated into your groups that will host the sport for YOG And please fill up your detailed form by this week as I have to give apreliminary copy to the COMs and IOC departmentts to let them know who isdoing which sport b next Wednesday. If you haven't got a form yet, pleasesee attached. Thanks,

hahahh, him as in MARK RICHMOND .. hahahhh. it couldnt get any better, my friends are on camp, at pulau ubin, hahahh, happy new year to them, many wild and big dogss there. kuakuakua, i look forward for the 15th of August, see me on tv(most probaly) hahahh.. i hope to update my school and everyone else on my 'journey in YOG's.
loves, sheereen :))

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2009-07-24T03:06:00.000-07:00

whoa, solar eclipse yesterday.. hahahh, i got in the third rounds of youg's... i duntknow whats happening to my blog, wierd... friends aint talking to me, dunno why.. sufina's really close to me now... we hang out loads, treat us like sisters... i dunt know what to write lerhh.. that guy i like, ask me how to win the heart of another girl he likes, good for him. i frrl sad, but happy.. entahlahh... i should move on too... i pity my guy aniwaes, you should know why... damn, life sucks for now..

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2009-07-15T02:39:00.000-07:00

todays making me feel like uhh... wohoo!!! hahahh, aniwaes, im feeling great cause someone caught my eye, my friends's friend.. my friend told me he took intrest in me, and im like urgh, your hot like fcuk! hahahh, on the other hand, i do feel eff-ed up... cause im with someone i don't love, whom i only was attached with because i wanted to forget my ex.. its evil i know.. but i uhh... nevermind.. aniwaes, this few days are busyy... got my YOG results, got in... wohooooo!! hahahh!! i ate bread in black, solid black.. hahahh, no, its not burnt.. hahahhh!!

2009-07-15T02:18:00.000-07:00

it's just my gran's 70th bdae, so my aunties wanted to make it big, so they had a party at changi aloha chalet it was fun like hell, many people came, danced like crazy, and sleep like baby... not to forget, guitar-ed like hell too, hahahh, aniwaes, im lazy to type bout this anymore.. hahahh, no offence..

again......

3rd generation

birthday girl, eheh, i mean granny.. hahahh..

auntie, entertaining?? haha

mahjong-ers(hahahaha) mahjong-ing all night long wohooo! hahaah

mum, uncle..

mum, and uhh, dunno her name, hahah..

08july09

2009-07-08T07:21:00.000-07:00

continue some other time aye.. gtg
auntie rhonna, sweetest!!

bestest, red faces.. hahahh, (my hands not where you think it is)

cousin, dance partner

eat, its for free:))

uhh, i dunt know what her name iss.. hahahh

kak khartika.. haha, food maniacc. (downn)

1july09

2009-06-30T20:08:00.000-07:00

typing to ya from school, aniwaes, today's just uuhh.... typical? gosh, had to bring malay dance costume to school cause on 22june had a performance at kolam ayer cc.. fun thoughh, i only had 3 days to learn the dance and i already had to perform, wtff~ aniwaes, looking forward for youth's day, dunt know if my mum would allow me out, cause i got grounded for certain reasons, hahahh.. yesterday evening, my man, yan, went playing soccer with my dad, brother and younger brother.. hahahh, i should have come along.. nothing much to write aniwaes, i don't know what's happening to my tag board, (people complain cannot press) hahahha.. it's okay, i myself do not know what's wrong withh it siakk hahahh.. i dunt know why but i still belumm 100% got over my kawan(ttm) tpi tetap syg pat my mataer.. aniwaes, do add me up in my msn vanillashawy@hotmail.com ayee..

30-jun-09

2009-06-29T22:25:00.000-07:00

best, long time never put post... perhaps i was lazy or sumthang... aniwaes, much has been happening lately... got off one guy and got to another... school has reopened, sucked like hell, i could'nt help accepting the fact that i have to get out of bed at 5.50 every morning... urghh, so looking forward for weekend.. july's the month for youths, we had the AYG's which officialy started last night, then there will be a whole line of shine youth festival, first of all there is this event happening at the expo, it's a hiphop dance concert, heard from the organizer on the radio that they will have dancers from japan, if you hear how amazing they describe them to be, you'd wanna get them tickets.. and furthermore it's in the expo, you can imagine how big the area is for them dancers to perform thier very best, of couse, there will be homegrown talents... but i wont be attending to that, aint got the moneyy... hahahh.. then there will b a several events which i think i already forgot about.. but there was one that really wanted me to go to, it was this carwashing thingy, in holland where it will be taken place, i'm sure i'd be real fun.. hahahh, i was planing to go to, for more information, you readers can log on to www.shine.youth.sg
cheers:)

2009-06-16T22:38:00.001-07:00

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2009-06-07T00:29:00.001-07:00

hahh, benn long since i put up post... lazyy urhh... holiday's boring... no one's texts me feeling real bored without typing on my cell... bahh, wjat song to play on guitar siaa... getting bored of the usual songs i playy, hahahh...

2009-06-02T06:03:00.000-07:00

daliah's bdae..

thank god it did'nt crush.. this morning shalini called me up, she said she can't leave home.. my jaw dropped, this cannot be happening.. she was one of the people that has to be at the party cause the cake has her name on it, we were celebrating her birthday as well(which she does'nt know and thinks were celebrating for daliah only) so i was stressed out for a minute, then i decided that we go to shalini's house.. then over at shalini's house, we told her to get daliah in the room, cause daliah has no idea that that we have a cake for her(i think) so me farhana and faziana(ana's twin) got into the kitchen to do the candles on the cake(which has daliah's name and shalini's) then we got daliah to come out of the room, she went speechless, then shalini freaked out and kept screaming and jumping around when she saw the name on the cake, in fact, shalini was even more excited than daliah, who was still recovering from shock.. hahahh, we sang the birthday song, but shalini was screaming the birthday song, hahahh.. then we told daliah we baked the cake and she did'nt belive at first.. and shalini kept going: "omg, its so cool that i baked my own cake" hahahh... then we went suntec's garden, had sooooo much fun, plenty of pics but is in daliah's camera, sorry, upload it some other time ayee:) gtg fer now..

holiday assignment

2009-06-02T05:19:00.000-07:00

(holiday assignment2)

Tittle: Online games

As many youngsters or people who play online games may think of it as leisure or a stress relieving activity, i think of it as harm instead of good if too much is played. First of all, it strains your eyes after a long day at work, or maybe even stressing you out even more when you keep losing the the game and it pops up on the screen a big 'GAME OVER' in red. i think that if you use too much of the internet, you may get hooked on it and it may be something hard to get off. if you're asking around your friends if you are a computer addict or not, turn the question back to you, if you play the computer for more than 3 hours a day, then you ARE a computer addict. Let's put it this way, you're 17 this year and you have been addicted to the internet since, lets say, 3 years ago? What's going to happen to you in the long run? maybe in the late 20's or in the 30's, you'd be half blind perhaps? and in the 40's you'd be wearing specs that are meant for the senior citizens in thier 70's. Think of it fellow teenagers and computer addicts, if that is what you want for your future precious eyesights.

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2009-05-31T23:01:00.000-07:00

ana, shalu, and pritika, over at my house for daliah's cake on her bdae tomorow.. she doesn't even know were baking for her, she thinks were buying it, when our pockets are drained.. hehh..
for the fact that we baked the cake and got everything ready, we did'nt know how to get daliahh out of house, pahh! best part is, she dont know her own plans.. daliahh daliah.. hahahh...

enough said bout her... i used to like this guy like 3 mths ago, well, he likes me too,says him.. but we werent att, he says he needs time to forget his ex when he keeps thinking of her.. i get really pissed sakk, each time he talks about her.. we havent really met though, i cant meet when he can, and he says he's lazy when i can.. in my mind, i dunt hold a position in his mind ever.. and he calls himself GENTLEMAN?! sure bo?? hahahh... for the past 3 mths we were in contact, i realised he had no responsibility, absolutly no sense of gentleman-ness, not the kind of guy most girls wish to has cause he doesnt put you first if he likes you or whatsoever... so when it came to almost the end of our 'you like me, i like you' thingy, he does'nt text much at all, when he knows someone is expecting it.. so then the question from him popped up : you're not putting hopes on me are you? i said no at the rate were going... then i told him he should go find someone better and stop wasting time on me, hoping he'd say no... but guess what he said.. 'Ya, i think so..' and i thought to myself, this is it? its over? no sorry whatsoever???? anyways, its ok.. my beastie's trying to put me up with his other beastie... lol

holiday assignment

2009-05-28T17:30:00.000-07:00

my ambition

When i was small, i've always dreamt of being a princess wearing a beautiful gown and dancing with my prince charming. But when i grew up to a certain age which i tend to become more sensible, i realised that these dreams only happen in fairy tales. But it was'nt a fairy tale when i dreamt of being a professional dancer.

I've always love being on stage, my second profession is hotsting. I've been on my school's stage plenty of times and i got into the Youth Olympics Games hosting thingy. But dance, which i only started falling in love with in 2008, was my only term of 'sport'. i appericiate the tradition malay dance brings out till today even though western influences are strong these days.

When i get a chance to choose a course that i want to study after graduating from secondary school, i would love to go to NAFA for dance classes.

Other than dancing and hosting, i enjoy playing the guitar and listening to my favorite radio station, 98.7fm. My parents whines most times because i spent most time in my room listening and singing to every song that i know on radio.

I really hope i can become a dancer as i dreamt of when i grow up.

2009-05-09T15:26:00.000-07:00

i sortaa burnt my handd while meddling with the oven while baking just noww.. nthh else too sayy larhh, byee